Do I have a chance for a life with out sadness, loneliness? Do I have a chance that I'll find my girl.........


Sometimes I really do wonder, do I REALLY have a reason to still be here, do I have a reason wakin up everyday? Am I wastin air here on Gods earth that he created? Am I bein punished for something I did? I know people say that I need to stop puttin myself down, but I want a true honest answer, don't be afriad to tell me.

I'll be there tomorrow morn, but here in a bit I'll be there to get my ticket to avoid the rush....

Well, Im gonna git insurance in my name and not have to rely on my folks, then I'm gonna have the title transfered over to my name here in the next few months, possibly before, A-kon, and git new plates with my screen name, only shorted to fit on the plate..........H-SON 3.


My Faye Valentine wall scroll seems to be actin' strange here as of late, she acts as though if she wants me to hold her, and shes smilin' more than when I originally bought the scroll back in '03. I don't know, maybe it means somethin'?


Eh, oh well.

Current Location: Southfork Ranch. Parker, Tx.
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Knight Rider 2000- Jan Hammer

Well, Im still workin, and the new guy is getting on my last nerve. I finally got a PS3 using my income tax refund, and I was able to get a few things for my truck. Im still saving up for a Trans Am to make KITT 2000 from Knight Rider. It's gonna happen, Im now down to 290lbs and some have noticed that I've lost weight. I haven't noticed, Im hoping that I'll have a crash space for A-Kon.



Well thats all for now, me and Faye Valentine are sleepy. *snuggles with Faye* Good night.

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Locomotive Breath- Jethro Tull

Well, I survived the cold weather having to go to Arlington for my eye. Turns out it was nothing. All it was was a shadow and something that is a build up of something harmless, but it needs to be keeped an eye on. I do have some small aneurysms in my eyes, but there not too bad, I just need to loss more weight.


Burrr rabbit, was it cold, I liked it but it was cold. *shivers and holds Faye*


Proly this week Im gonna start transforming my Shelby to look like KITT 3000, it might take a few weeks but Im ready for it.

I might go play some Soul Caliber 2 here in a bit.

Current Mood: cheerful

I finally got my high speed I-net today and I love it. Its great.


That and I got my GT500KR on monday.........lookie!!!!!!!

http://i142.photobucket.com/albums/r112/Hectorson3/GT500KRKITT002.jpg


http://i142.photobucket.com/albums/r112/Hectorson3/GT500KRKITT003.jpg


I can't wait to make this into KITT.

Current Location: Southfork Ranch, Parker, Texas

Well, this morn I had to go and get my eyes looked at, I needed new glasses, mine are so scratched up it ain't even funny. I had my eyes checked at the office of a family friend of my parents, I went in and saw the girl at the desk, wasn't a bad lookin gal, she's young, but ain't as hot as Faye, anyway. The doctor checked my eyes over and since I had diabetes he said that he had to dilate my eyes, brutal. As I waited for my eyes to open and fully dilate, I checked out a few frames for my new pair, It looked great, it has clip on sunglasses for me to be "stylin' and profilin'. :D


Later on, he checked and found that I may have a torn retina so I have to go to Arlington next week to get a second opinion, eh oh well. Sad thing about it was the fact that my eyes where squinting and sensitive to light and I had to go somewhere, so the whole time drivin, I was lookin like Mr. Magoo the whole way. It kinda stunk. I didn't finally recover until about an hour ago, at 6. Now my mother is griping at me because she doesn't want me to go to Arlington to have my eyes checked in fear of Dilation, she doesn't want to go for the reason she likes to volunteer at my old elementary school and doesn't want to miss that.


So either way Im screwed, ain't the first time and it won't be the last, I might just ask my neighbor to give me a lift that day.

I don't know.

Current Location: Southfork Ranch, Parker, Texas
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Man In the Box- Alice 'n Chains

Im gonna git the new Shelby GT500KR soon. Too bad its gonna be a scale model of the car. Its one of those 1/18 scale mods.


It don't have the Knight Rider scheme on there but with a few modifications im gonna do, its gonna look like KITT 3000. Im still tryin to look for a real car to make KITT 2000 from the original series to drive, Im lookin for a 1987 through 1990 model to build KITT.


Here are some pics of the model car Im buyin.



http://www.diecastfast.net/images/DC08KR02.jpg

Tags: kitt, knight industries 3000, shelby gt500kr
Current Location: Knight industries Manion
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Knight RIder Theme

Yup, I have two days off this week in a row, this is great. I can finally have some days off to cool my engine. I was gonna go to the State Fair again, but the weather, UGH too damn muggy. Oh well. I washed my truck last Friday, she's still shining, but I do need to go and try to get a nail taken out of the back driver side tire, a staple and a nail in the tire to be through.

And I bought a few ringtones for my phone, the Dallas Theme and Beavis and Butt-Head: I AM THE GREAT CORNHOLIO!


On a side note, I went to the doctor late in Sep, had some blood test done, turns out I have high blood sugar, in an umbrella term, Im border line diabetic, my level was 197 back in Sep. I went back last Friday they tested my blood again, it went down to 157. So in non-doctor terms I need to lose about 50lbs. No big, Im watchin what I eat, and cutting back on a few stuff, YES I KNOW TO CUT OUT THE SODA WATER. So that means anything I drink it has to be diet, eh don't matter.

You know what, Im actually glad that Im tryin to slim down more. That way I can Cosplay as Spike from Cowboy Bebop come A-Kon 20.



I can do it..........................I KNOW I can do it.

Current Location: Southfork Ranch, Parker, Tx
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Dallas Theme

Tags: crab battle!!!!!!
Current Mood: Lol'd